So it’s a little harder to create without judging oneself. One of the things I’ve been wondering before starting up again this year was trying to figure out how to re-start.
See, it’s a lot easier to go when you’ve already started. But when you’ve taken a break on something, it can take a while to get back on track to creating. Sometimes just restarting becomes a whole crazy task upon itself. It’s not always easy to restart.
That’s okay, if I don’t put in the time, it won’t get done at all. Same goes with drawing, same with training. It’s a small start going little by little until I’m used to it. Those small steps eventually become bigger as I find my stride. Eventually I’m running, then I’ll be flying. Ideally.
But everyday presents its own challenges. Depends many times on energy levels… Did I sleep well the night before? Did I fuck? Did I drink water before knocking out? Did I drink water when I woke up? Have I done my morning walk? All help immensely in different ways.
Thus, lately been trying to find a good routine and set a solid system. I want to create dope shit everyday. But if I don’t create even small things everyday, then the dope shit won’t happen. I want to train everyday, but I know I can’t go “beast mode” every day starting out, unless I want to feel sore a shit ton.
A side of me wonders, what’s the least amount of effort necessary to create abundance, while leaving space for growth into the realms of infinity. I only know through trial and error, learning from others who’ve paved their own paths to success, knowing that my path is unique, and therefore will not fit exactly the way things happened for them.